Sort of like Samson. He slayed more Phlistines the day he died than in his entire lifetime. (Judges 16:28-30) And…
The Lord your God in your midst,
The Mighty One, will save;
He will rejoice over you with gladness,
He will quiet you with His love,
He will rejoice over you with singing. (Zephaniah 3:17 NKJV)
You are not alone.