“Do not doubt the holy love of Jesus to your soul when He is laying a heavy hand upon you.” — Robert Murray McCheyne

And you have forgotten the exhortation which speaks to you as to sons:

“My son, do not despise the chastening of the Lord,
Nor be discouraged when you are rebuked by Him;
For whom the Lord loves He chastens,
And scourges every son whom He receives.” (Hebrews 12:5-6 NKJV)