Release me from this prison I am in
More and more my life begins to spin…

Out of control with no end to the pain in sight
The only peace I find is in my sleep at night…

When I finally close my eyes from such an insane day
At times I’m just speechless with no words to say…

How trapped I feel my soul is crying
I feel as if my spirit is dying…

From continuous hurt, disappointment and such other trauma
I need to escape this repetitious drama…

Day in, day out the only thing that’s changed
Is my husband’s now more estranged…

From this nightmare that never seems to end
I don’t even know where sanity begins…

Please God help me to make some sort of decision
That will put an end to all this never ending derision…

Where peace somehow will more abound
And once again in my heart be found…

Then my mind will at last be ready
So I can keep this ship of insanity steady…

Knowing at this day’s end
Your new mercies tomorrow as promised will begin…

Where I may see hope on the distant shore
With an assurance of being tormented no more.

© c.f. leach, 2021. Copyright protected. All rights reserved.

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